I woke up today at 8am. I was so annoyed that I couldn’t go back to sleep, though I’m very sleepy (I slept at around 2:30am yesterday). Anyway, I went to the bathroom to wash up and came back. I saw Kojeko (my gold fish) laying on the ground. It looked sooooooo scary!! It jumped from the bowl all the way down. I figured it must have laid there all night and the idea was too freaky for me to handle. I thought it committed suicide and all because of me. I didn’t take care of it. I usually forget to feed it or change its water. I always wondered how come it’s still alive. Now it’s dead and I’m to blame. How dreadful was that idea!! I couldn’t stand in the same room so I ran downstairs looking for my mom. I didn’t know I’m that soft-hearted but I started crying. It is my fault. I killed it. Mom and dad started laughing at me but that didn’t bother me. I killed the poor fish. What sin did it commit to deserve this? I know you are laughing too now but I felt awful. I asked Irene to get it out of my room. She came back running saying it was alive. She brought it to show it to me but I freaked out. I hid behind my mom and started crying again. Apparently, it jumped while I was in the bathroom but it looked dead to me. Anyhow, I’m glad that it is not dead but there is noway I’m letting it in my room again =(
It is the first time I get so emotional about something like this. I guess I’m not stone-hearted after all!!
