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I don’t like life the way it is. I want to change it!
Is this your quest in life?
Are you looking for a better place, a happy place?
Are you satisfied with who you are, what you have, and where you’re at?
Do you look around and wish for better casts and scenarios?
Do you wish to be the director in all of life’s plays?
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I’m impossibly cramped with work, my to-do list for the night is insane! Yet, all I can think about is writing a post! You ask why? Well, I’m not sure! It probably has to do with all the stress and my emotional reaction to it. I hate being emotional and I hate this girlie part of me! Yes, I am saying that I hate the girl in me right now. It’ll fade away (this feeling) I hope, soon please? *raises here eyes to the sky*
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Tonight, I wanna sleep with no roof on top of my room!
I want the sky to hold me tight and sing to me, “hush baby, hush, tomorrow will be a better day!”
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This is very random, and personal. You reading this means you reached that most fragile inner part of me, that I try to keep well hidden. If you’re trying to read between the lines and make out a picture of this, don’t! I’ve let you in, because tonight, I have no other consolation than to lay my heart out flat on this bench, in this roofless room. So, please, out of respect, if you have any for me, leave as you came in. Carry no pieces of my scattered thoughts, and recall no memories of my random beats. I will eternally love you!
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PS: the picture is just a random shot I took on November 25th, 2009 in AD – Arabian Gulf Street’s Corniche. Just uploading it because my blog is so .. picture-less =S And nothing else in my album suits my mood! Ow, and the frame and signature are edited using an online app. Horrible? I know! Sorry -.-
PSS: I love you Other Nada =)
PSSS: Just read this, and boy!!!! I am ashamed!!!!! But, what the heck!! You guys will understand, right? Or, not? I hope not!! Because if you did, then that will mean your head is as twisted as mine! Oh god, I should stop typing >.<
Hehe I am surprised that nobody has commented on this post till now
Is it because they didn’t understand the post the way it is meant by you, or their brains are boomedlike mine from trying to understand the main idea of this post??
Hmmm I think it’s one of those mind-twisting Vanilla Sky movie-types (which I really liked) where your brain keeps thinking what is the plot of the movie or how will it end, as it is opened to many endings and each viewer will see it and interpret it based on his understanding…
Good post girl, wish you all the best
i actually liked the fact that there were no comments =p
hoping that it meant no1 read it !!!
and, about liking the post, i think you should be worried =S
i, sure, am =p
thanks for passing by =D