Summer vacation is over and we’re back to PI. Today was the first day of the new semester. It was great for a first day. A bit short but that can never be bad, huh? 
It was nice to see everybody and to be back there. I kinda missed it. However, I’m not feeling so good right now. I just didn’t feel like coming back home and when I got home I was so distracted that I scratched my car while parking. My poor baby 
It is not that bad but it IS there! I knew though that it would happen sooner or later.
Another thing that is bothering me are my contact lenses. This is almost the third time I wear them and they are irritating. I have this feeling that my eyes are filled with tears when they are actually not! Other than that I’m liking them. I didn’t use to wear my glasses before using them so being able to SEE again feels good!
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In general, I’m quiet satisfied and happy these days except for a hard decision that I have to make. I have to choose between two people I deeply care about. It is either one or the other, no other choice. Oh, wait! There is one; Lying. This really sucks. I truly believe that I am entitled to keep them both but the society we are living in and the mentality of the people is just too arrogant, not to understand (for some people understand it and even sympathize with it) but to accept it. I don’t entirely blame them because what drives them to reject it so violently is their strong emotions. But what am I to do? I really donno
It is like I’m in a war, not between my heart and mind but within my mind. If it was up to my heart, it would have been settled by now. I hate not knowing what’s gonna happen. I know one thing though, I have to do something and do something soon.
